No idea what I’m doing……

So it’s another weekend, another week at university is over another week with disappointment and being sad but at the same time happy…. you know I have this guy in my life he is like my best friend and I don’t know what I would have done without him. Then there is this other guy friend who I always have in my heart but we always seems to argue and when we talk it’s always ends bad. I wish somehow we could go back to how we used to be but people always change, me as well I guess I’ve change a lot this year even know it’s just February but a lot has already happened and yeah I hope these nexts months will be better. Being where I am at the moment, all alone in this small town living in my own apartment and 15 hours away from everyone(family, grandparents osv.) it’s sucks mainly because everyday I go to university I study get home make dinner do homework and my sisters calls me and then skype with my grandparents that’s my routine. And my mom calls me like 2 times a week, not bad…. but like I have got friends here but not someone I can be with in my spare time I just talk with them at school or on social media. Life is so boring and it’s not better when you find out you have to struggle with epilepsy, dyslexia, depression and PTSD I just have a lot of things happening ……

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