Month: March 2019

Sometimes you do stupid decisions only because you want to protect someone, but you aren't really protecting anybody because the only one who's in pain is you. It's been a hell of a evening and I did just that. I had to sit there pretending I was okey, pretending I was the bad guy. When … Continue reading Everything happens for a reason

You meet your love of your life but how do you know if that's the right one? Is that the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with? Can I be so lucky that I found the one just after one look? Just after the first person who became my boyfriend? How … Continue reading I cheated

She woke up one day felt like her life is a big lie. She doesn't feel like she belongs and all the people in her life loves her for the person they think she is. But it's not who she really is. She wake up every morning with a smile on her face and trying … Continue reading Living a lie

As you can see we broke up it's been hell of a ride and I'm disappointed that it had to go this way it's sucks. It's not that I didn't love him anymore because I do. I relationship shouldn't end because you love him it should end because you doesn't love him anymore. But in … Continue reading We broke up

There is this guy in life who's my everything. Have you ever had that feeling that you found your soulmate but in a friend way? I have even thought he is miles away he is my everything. He can literally make me smile by one text. He care about me like no one else does. … Continue reading Miles apart

So everybody will have people who doesn't like them or hate them, but the difference between you and me is that those who hates me or doesn't like me, I let them control me, I let them get into my head and listen to what they say. Social media it's a big blame on why … Continue reading Unfriended

Have you ever felt like your life is just going downhill and all you want is to be happy? You feel like you're doing your best yet it shows up to be wrong or bad. I have had a hell of turbulence week and yet I don't even know why I keep trying. I have … Continue reading Downhill

So here I am. So much has been going on the last week it's weird how I am still standing. People can be so mean but I can also be stupid because I listen to what they say. That got me thinking okey if this is how my life is and how people view my … Continue reading Burden

So it's been some rough days.... me having my own problems dealing with problems on my own and no one can really help me. I try to just write stuff down because that helps me but it's good to have a some friends who actually can understand me.... but yesterday I lost on of them. … Continue reading Life is not fair