I cheated

You meet your love of your life but how do you know if that’s the right one? Is that the person you’re going to spend the rest of your life with? Can I be so lucky that I found the one just after one look? Just after the first person who became my boyfriend? How do I know if that’s the guy I’m gonna spend the rest of my life with? Do I really know what love really is? Love is just a mess if you tell me. You spend your entire time dedication to that person, you feel like you’re in heaven and that nothing can tear you apart. But then something fucked up happens that you weren’t prepared for. You ended up with feelings for someone else! You don’t want to hurt the person you already love so you keep the feelings for yourself then you ended up having sex with that person. You think it’s nothing because it didn’t mean anything! How do you the person that loves you think after you told him/her that? Can you have sex without it meaning anything? How can you as a person feel that it’s only one person in the entire world that you are gonna love! Only one person? Only one person who can have sex with you, kiss you and so on. Just have can one person have feelings for another person for years without the feeling fade away? Me as a person have a lot of feelings every single day and then love is supposed to be the strongest one! I don’t get that really. And now I don’t even know what I’m writing anymore

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